In the Tibetan literature they say, “Embrace your ten
thousand horrible demons and your ten thousand beautiful demons.”
…Sattvic foods turn out to be primarily – various books
describe them differently and list different ones – primarily limiting oneself
to fruits, honey, nuts, dairy products. As you go on into this work deeper and
deeper, you sensitize your body through various asans, opening certain nerves
through meditation, through pranayama, and your diet keeps changing. You get
into lighter and lighter diets until finally you start to move toward giving up
the grains and the wheats and moving toward fruits and nuts and milk and things
like that. And pretty soon you get into primarily fruits, and so on.
…..this is where it gets very science fiction again because in
India the people I live with often – their actual living experiences – make a
total shambles of our Western models of health. I studied with a man whose
total input of food for fifteen years ……was two glasses of milk a day. He had
more energy than I had, and certainly more than most of the people I had ever met.
He slept roughly two hours a night and we’d go up to a mountain – he’d be
running up and I’d be trying to kind of pull myself along. He weighed ninety
pounds. Totally exquisite in his movements. Two glasses of milk a day. You know
what the World Health Organization would sayd about that? I mean, even if its
good, rich buffalo milk….
…..you put all your attention at the bottom of your spine,
and you have sufficient discipline to put it there and keep it there, and what
incredible thing happens is that when you can take your attention away from the
holding of the breath, you go into this state where you are not breathing, and
you are not holding your breath. Usually the awareness of that brings you back.
You say, “My God, I’m not breathing!” And that brings you down. But after a
while, when you stop getting hysterical about what’s happening, you can go into
this state and just sit. You’re not doing any breathing. You’re just sitting
with your mind totally focused on your spine, and you’ve flipped into this
place where you’re perfectly calm but there is no breath, and at that point you
feel this energy pouring up your spine and up into your head. It’s very
incredible, powerful, and very delicate and must be done very, very delicately,
with much guidance – but its an extraordinary process.
Meditation, or bringing the mind to one point, dislodges it
a little more, because for moments you are free of it.
Now, there are various strategies for how to work with a
desire. One is not to do the thing that the desire is connected with.
But I think the reason a human birth is considered precious
is because of the degree of self-consciousness
– awareness of one’s predicament.
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